I fancied I could dissolve by the sunset Tried to plead to God but she just said: No I wish that I could feel more like a human but a world of a ghost is so closed and so cold I got a toll on my mind Everyone thinks that I'm fine Vicious cycles of monolith eyes Sewed up my shame with moss Sold my soul for some body parts I got no one but myself to blame So get out, get out, get out of my head If freedom is the last thing then blood is everlasting But it's hard to let you go Been searching for a truth clear, I'm running on a loop here I will never let you go You better take me down before I You better take me down before I.. If I had 1 centavo for everytime I fucking cried in the closet, fighting with my conscious, i'd be richer than the man who invented Jesus Christ & Beelzebub. Win the lotto I'm breaking, I'll break it, I'm breaking, I'll break it, I'll break it And then l I can't take it anymore Fate? I got only myself to blame Faith! I got only myself to blame If freedom is the last thing then blood is everlasting But it's hard to let you go Been searching for a truth clear, I'm running on a loop here I will never let you go The seasons nearly through here Don't matter what I'll lose no I will never let this go I only got myself to blame I only got myself