Screaming but no one’s home I don’t wanna die alone But I been going thru some things Yeah Broken but bills all paid Got dreams but I’m still afraid I been going through some things Yeah Lost inside my head In this king size bed It’s like nobody even knows Cause I been trapped in my perfect imperfect life Fuck... I forgot to be happy I don’t wanna I don’t wanna be lonely I might need somebody that can hold me Cause I hate the sad me I wanna be happy I ain’t never been perfect being holy I’m just trynna be better than the old me Cause I hate the sad me (I’d rather be happy) I forgot to be happy (I forgot to be happy) Have you ever been weak Have you ever felt solo Stuck in a crowded room yet alone Have you ever been me Felt like you couldn’t go on Putting the pieces back together One by one I’m lost inside my head In this king size bed It’s like nobody even knows Cause I been trapped in my perfect imperfect life Fuck... I forgot to be happy I don’t wanna I don’t wanna be lonely I might need somebody that can hold me Cause I hate the sad me I wanna be happy I ain’t never been perfect being holy I’m just trynna be better than the old me Cause I hate the sad me (I’d rather be happy) Forgot to be happy (I forgot to be happy) I’m running yet I’m running out of time (Said I’m running out of time) Trying to chase these demons out my mind When did these sleepless night turn out to be my life? Gonna smell the roses I’ll be fine I don’t wanna I don’t wanna be lonely I might need somebody that can hold me Cause I hate the sad me (It aint the said me) I wanna be happy I ain’t never been perfect being holy I’m just trynna be better than the old me (Truly happy for me) Cause I hate the sad me (Remember the sad me) I forgot to be happy (I got to be happy) Yeah I just wanna I just wanna be happy Be happy for me I just wanna I just wanna be happy for me Happy for me happy for me Yeah