Selfish Me A question whispered an indecision bathed in a bitter ignorance: - How much selfish am I? Hush, it's a secret! Promise that you'll keep it. Pretend that you've been 'fixed' and 'cured' Hold your tears 'til the night. I'm a lake with many entries but with no exit. So, let me live this blight. I don't plan to shrivel, to change my evil, or not even my egocentricity. Did I decided right? | I shout aloud to my inner demons, | Only to realize they're stronger than me, | I can't do anything, I've been beaten. | This invisible ghost, who resides inside me, has completely eaten me up. Thinking about my aches, worrying about my self only, Omitting others who are deeper in the quicksand, Ignoring the problems of today's world. I'm running around in circles Please, put me back into my place. I'm spinning wildly high!