(Intro) Yo most of the times I find myself in a dark valley Downtrodden Been wandering and trying to find my place in the world Just failure on top of failure My problems my anxiety and insecurities They smother me so bad at midnight Suicide thoughts lingering I see no life But I still dream (Chorus) Hell anger and sadness my journey has gone wrong My destination I don't even know yet Demons ridin' in my head since I was born yeah Hell anger and sadness and I'm dead inside (Verse 1) Okay I used to fight I was trying to be a perfect person Then I decided to quit 'cause uh They used to hurt my feelings I knew that people were gonna curse me But I decided to be away from everyone who thinks he is perfect I live inside myself and safely observe I don't wanna argue shit I've burnt some bridges yeah no shame My angels just sent me a message They want to see me in heaven You've got to show me love Before I kick the bucket Y'all miss us when we're far way My life is full of mistakes Can't even count my peace days See hell is where I been staying Some people were dying young massacred My soul was flying indecisive But I needed to fullfill my mission I had to struggle a lot my angels held me down When devil had taken my soul My anger fuels my sorrow I met myself in doubt My head in the clouds My thoughts were lousy The kid is dead inside You better give me flours uh yeah (Chorus) Hell anger and sadness my journey has gone wrong My destination I don't even know yet Demons ridin' in my head since I was born yeah Hell anger and sadness and I'm dead inside (Verse 2) Shaking demons off my head And if you hate me stay away from my way Living sober yeah I'm aware of my fate Syrup rushing through my my veins Man I got wounds in my brain self confidence Yeah I'm a man with that vision And I have faith in it I shed a tear within an hour I'm fed up with this shit uh I'm tired I need to sit down To breathe and rest no doubt we all the sinners Do you know that life is bitter Gimmie me some pills yeah so that I can fix all this pain My heart is full of pain I'm tryna find my peace I need to find my place 'Cause I'm living hell on Earth My heart is beating fast I think it's heart attack I often show them that smile And I'm tryna hide my sadness They laugh at you when you suffer Then envy you when you survive From poverty and pain And tyna make you a sucker They want you to live insane They blocking all the ways They don't wanna see you there up With God I'll never fail (Chorus) Hell anger and sadness my journey has gone wrong My destination I don't even know yet Demons ridin' in my head since I was born yeah Hell anger and sadness and I'm dead inside Hell anger and sadness my journey has gone wrong My destination I don't even know yet Demons ridin' in my head since I was born yeah Hell anger and sadness and I'm dead inside