I cannot breathe I clench my teeth Cause I can't bear to speak This feeling over me Is unlike anything Cause when I wake up it's all havoc And straight issues Think I can count the stars with Both my eyes closed The things I have to endure Aren't a light load, no But I think I feel it Out pretty well, so I don't run away I just ride the wave I'm sick of waiting for tomorrow Words speak some But silence speaks volumes Close my eyes Become what they can't do Ride the wave Wake up when I have to And every time I go back I feel safe again The quiet and the peace Are always better friends I never understand The source of all the hurt But I guess it's only One way to let it mend Yea, I feel so different It's like it's magic I ride the wave that you can't have Yea, it's that exclusive No point in minding all the talk When half of it's bullshit Think that it's time to go right back Yea we're going back, yea And I think I'm going back, now What's the issue I'm having conversations Only God knows I'm coming up with things that In my head blow up And I think I'm running Up a check, oh gosh I don't run away I just ride the wave